Wednesday, November 21, 2007

such a long time

so its been awhile.,in fact more then just a while.if you know me then you might guess the internet got shut off and if you did that then your right.lol.i went hunting today and no i didnt get anything.i wish i did.maybe tomorrow will be better.tomorrow is also thanksgiving and im spending it with coleys family. its nice to be accepted by her family.they seem more like a normal family.i bought a new gun yesterday and im pumped to sight it in.coley wasnt to happy.lol.ill right more tomorrow.

Monday, October 29, 2007

busy

wow ive been busy working and looking for new schools.i want to go someplace else besides SC4.i want to get into a digital media program someplace good.ive been thinking of CCS but im not sure yet.friday my art history class went on a field trip to a art muesum in ohio and it was awesome.all the way back we made signs says things about tension and motif.i took pictures of people while they were driving.one guy held up his dog and possed.it was a lot of fun.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

we are back together!!!

its true im happy once again.me and coley are back together.

Monday, October 22, 2007

bad news

so the other day i lost the best person in my life.i screwed up big time and i feel it every second of everyday.i never cried over a girl but i have never been attached like this.coley left me.we are still talking and want to get back together.its been rough.she did it thursday so sweetest day was super hard.i still got her something because i still love her and she still loves me.i feel like shit and it sucks.i deserved it though.i just want her back.our 14 months was gonna be this wensday the 24th.i still see her everyday and i still miss her more then ever.its so hard not to hug her and kiss her.if we dont get back together then my plans for life are gonna change but im not sure how.i would get out of this area for sure.maybe florida.im not sure yet.

Monday, October 15, 2007

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD NEWS

theres a art institute in novi now.im going to talk to someone ASAP. i know its expensive but education is the key right.im gonna try to get scholotships and grants.maybe i can go soon.im super excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

a little poem

we stay awake through these dreams.sleep all day waiting for these eyes to wonder. the deepeset thoughts laying the in back of our minds.thoughts of which we cant explain nor remember hours later.seeing everything so clear but yet blind to the outside world.open eyes wide shut.closed eyes behind open dreams.and that is all they are DREAMS.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

little caesars

so i know work at little caesars.today was my first day.it was actually kind of fun. its like a normal job someone my age would have. my old work was just not cutting it. i had no schedule which would of been fine but with no motavation to work it wasnt.i know im lazy bit now i have to work.it also helps that i know 2 of the co-managers.each shift is 6 hours which is kind of long but i do get a half hour break.tonight i closed which was cool because i left with pizza and crazy bread.lol.now i can get my cat fixed so she wont have babies.speaking of that our other cat should be having kittens anyday now.im really looking forward to them.they should be really cute.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

volunteer work

i think i wanna go down to new orleans and help with school building.im not sure why but i think that if i did it would help me better understand myself.i would be more mature and resposible afterwards.it may even help with my school.i know what i want to do in life but i think that doing this would help me with getting to know myself.i would take pictures the whole time to bring back and for memories.i think its a good idea.it cost 200 for my food and housing i just pay for my way there and anything extra i want there.im gonna try and go.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

design something???


lately ive been really wanting to do some designing with photoshop but cant think of much.i have some ideas but cant really find the time to sit down and brainstorm.me friend jeremy and i want to design a shirt and see if ew could sell them.i think we are going to call it fiction clothing.i cant seem to come up with much.not only have i been wanting to design something but i want to take pictures. i have some from a couple weeks ago from a sunrise that i am just now putting up.why?i have no idea but better late then never.ive been in this artistic mood and whenevr i sit down to try and sketch something to design it gets hard.i think i need to start carring my black book around to sketch whatever comes to mind.i can always write down ideas i have for blogs and things i think about through the day.

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

its back

my internet is back on.yay.i havent really done much lately besides homework and i cant find when chuck is on again.i did hear though something about a job fair type thing at specs howard so i think im gonna go.

Monday, October 1, 2007

NO MATH CLASS

yay but it kind of sucks.i know dont have class til 1:30 and i have no idea what to do.im sitting in coleys mom office because she teachers here.i had a awsome trip to lansing with coley to visit her cousin.coley seemed really happy to see her.we went to dinner at hooters.lol.yay.im still really tired from staying up to watch the govement come to a end.our state is becoming a piece of you know.its sad that the people we elect cant get along when we need them the most.they wait right up to the last minute and then still dont solve it on time.whats that teach younger people.its stupid.they need to get their act together.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

tag

The rules:

Link to your tagger and post these rules.
Share 7 facts about yourself: some random, some weird.
Tag 7 people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment at their blogs.

1. im called wet cat because im hairy and when i go swimming i look like a wet cat.i guess its because when cats get wet they look really skinny just like me.

2. when i was really litte i had a air duct in my room.the kind that go from the second to the first floor and you can see directly through it.well me and my sister we playing with on it and she fell through.it was my idea to play on it.opps.

3. when i was younger my littlest sister was swinging a baseball bat around and hit my nose.it didnt break or even blood but it hurt like hell.

4. when i was a toddler when my aunt got married i wouldnt walk own the aisle as the ring bear because i didnt want to get married.my parents told me i wasnt and i still wouldnt go unless i had my red cowboy hat and my wooden gun.

5. i used to have hearing problems when i was in elementary school.i had to go through speech theropy all the way from first to fifth grade.

6. i used to have a blader problem.more then most kids.i had to have a little surgry to fix it.

7. i dont have any phobias or anything like that but growing old alone does scare me.good thing im still young.

i dont really know 7 people that are blogging yet that havent been tagged yet.
ill update that part later.

Monday, September 24, 2007

CHUCK $11 computer repair man/ spy

wow this show is sweet.it has action but not the normal tough guy muscle head action show.this guy is a computer repair guy who got a email from a friend that was in the CIA.when he opened the message and solved a riddle he saw a bunch of pictures that he wasnt suppose to see.he meet a hot girl while at work who was a CIA agent but chuck didnt know this.the two go on a date and it seems to be going good when agents from another group crash it.this other agency is called NSA.the NSA wants him and so does the CIA.he starts telling the information that he saw and they come to realize there is a bomb in a hotel near them.they race over to the hotel.chuck had to disarm the bomb.he used to geekyness to override the bomd using dos.

i have a feeling that i will be watching this show more often and hopefully blogging about it everytime.maybe ill end up like my blogger inspiration JH.head over and check out her blog tivo changed my life

the start of something new

im gonna start watching the new show Chuck on NBC.it looks really good.so it shows tonight at 8 so watch it and we can all blog about it.lol.no but i will.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

long weekend

ive been house sitting my aunt and uncles house while watching their dogs.wow.they have a husky,a roty and a black lab.the husky is CRAZY.he will juml on me at 4:30 in the morning while im peacefuly sleeping and wanna play.i just wanna sleep.i hung out with my friend travis the other night and its been forever.i did so much driving around this weekend.i dont wanna drive anymore.im down with it.lol.coley found out about the suprise i was giving her next weekend.her sister told her.o well at least she likes it.im super excited about it.im taking her to see her cousin who she hasnt seen in a while.so i thought i would take her.since coley dont drive on the highway.lol.its been a long weekend with not much sleep cause the dogs.ill catch up on this later.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

test day

so today i had a test in my math class.i hope i did good.i think i did.it seemed pretty easy.im guessing i did good.my design class was canceled so i was soooo happy.i got outta class and went home.i headed into work for 2 hours.man i really dont like that place.lol.coley come over after that and we chilled.im house sitting my aunts so we headed up there and watched tv with my cousin whos also here.i got 60 ft of cat5 cable from work.turns out our old imac g3 dont have airport built in,its sad.so we gotta run the cable to it.yes we could just buy airport for it but that would cost money.and why would i do that.o well.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

no design class tomorrow

and im pumped.we got a new computer today well kinda new.its new to us and a new printer.its sweet.its been a good day.coley took me to breakfast and it was sweet.

Monday, September 17, 2007

YAY NO HOMEWORK

this is my first time so far in college not having homework.so im super pumped.im suppose to be designing a layout for my friend teddys myspace but i just havent gotten around to it yet.i have ideas but nothing solid yet.but i have been keeping up on the blogs.im getting in the habit of it.go me.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

trip to flint

me and coley went to flint yesterday to go to the art muesum there.it was sooo much fun.i really enjoyed it.it was her suprise.me and her take each other on suprise dates for fun.and most of the time they are not around here.lol.we left in the morning and had a nice easy drive there.got there and it was actually free on saturdays.i tricked and told her we were going to franknmuth.we got coffee in the morning and had nice talks.on the way back we stopped by and saw mrs.holladay.she bought us coffee which was super nice.once we got back in port huron we went to cilies for some good food.it was a wonderful day all day.when we got back to my house her and my sisters boyfriend dan and my family all decided to play triple E.its a sweet card game.my dad won but coley was doing very good.im so proud of her.

Friday, September 14, 2007

yesterday

so yesterday was Dillons funeral.it was hard but i think i did good.coley went with me and made me feel a lot better.the recession was sooo long.i know that he is in a good place even if it was a sin what he did.i know hes in good hands.he lived a good life.yesterdat after all that i just kinda felt down.i hung out with coley and just relaxed and talked about it al.last night i hung out with max and jwilly.lol.wow what a night.we order pizza to a gay guy in las vegas who was waiting or people to come over to have fun with.lol.we were on craigslist calling all these weird people asking about cars and telling them we killed their cat they are missing.it was a lot of fun even if it was kinda wrong.lol.we got stopped by the police in st.clair for walking.yes just walking.they thought we were coming from a bar.lol i wish....if i was 21.lol.but yea last night was a lot better.im glad it was a lot of fun.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

such a hard day

today was dillon viewing and it was the hardest thing ever.as soon as i saw him there it finally hit me.hes gone.everyone was crying and hugging. i smoked cigerettes for the first time in a while.he layed there so peacefuly and had a smile like always but this time it wasnt because he was making a joke or something was funny.out in the parking lot all of us gathered and remembered him.we played the song the sky is the limit by lil wayne and it really hit the spot.his friends werent dresses but instead flat brim hats and dresses like always.it was like we were at a show but not fun.he had brass knucks laying next to him which i thought was hard.people were leaving hats and things for him.as i write this now i still have tears.its so hard.ONLY 17!!!!this shit isnt supose to happen.every time i walked up there i couldnt help but cry.seeing him like that.when i swa my great uncle it wasnt even this bad.seeing all the faces i havent seen in a while and now seeing them but with red faces and tears.thats now the way i want to see them.dillon wouldnt of wanted that.he would want us to be happy and smiles like always.the funeral is this thursday and that is gonna be the worst pain ever.i cant handle that.there is talk about us all placing graffiti stickers with our tags and notes so he can take them wiht him.i dont know if they go on his "bed" or in his "bed" i guess i find out in a lillte bit.but i know hes looking down on all of us.hes with us and hes still smiling.this is gonna be hard time for everyone.when i was in the back huging with friends i could here moans of pain and sorrow from people and it just made me cry more.but we gotta stay tough for him.he still has our back and we still have his.hes not gone because we still have memories of him.

DILLON LEIF ULMER
JUNE 6,1990- SEPTEMBER 9,2007

STAY TOUGH "D"

Monday, September 10, 2007

i hope things get better

today was so hard to get through.the day seemed so long.during my math class i left because i couldnt handle it.i had to walk around and try to relax.coleys mom gave me a big hug to comfort me.its not easy to lose a friend like that.it makes me sad that i didnt hang out with him more.i just worked and hung out with coley.i need to start seeing all my friends again.you never know what might happen or to who.its a real eye opener.so to my friends that read this i love you guys.everyone who has helped me in anyway possible thank you.i spent the entire day bumed out of my mind.but how is someone suppose to think when that happens.the only good thing about today was seeing coley when i woke up with coffee and she gave me a hug hug.lasty night i drove to her house balling my eyes out.yes i cry so what.she comforted me so much.i know that hes in a better place.he has to be.hes dylan.another good thing was i got a new camera bag.its cool looking and big.it holds both my camera and all my lenses and other objects.now im waiting for my new lense to come in and then save to order my new flash.i hope tomorrow will be a better day.

RIP DILLON ULMER

He was a good kid. Always happy and out going. Never gave up. Was always there for a friend. Had their back no matter what. Loved his friends.He will be greatly missed.Rest In Peace Bro.

Saturday, September 8, 2007

college

so college started last week and its going alright.im not used to so much work tho.i wish i would worked harder in high school.i just got a skype account and that thing is sweet.i can make unlimited calls for $9 for 3 months.how sweet is that.its almost like a cell phone but not as sweet.i saw the new ipods today and i want one of each soooo bad.160 gigs of pure ipodness.its amazing how far they have came in the technology.that new ipod touch is the best tho.wifi on a mp3 player.you cant even call them music players anymore its like a computer but only 3.5 inches.i went and visited JH the other day.it was her bday so i took her coffee from starbucks.she is my favorite teacher of all time.she really has changed my life.thats a good person right there.well its 6:30 pm and im still in my PJs.i know its sad but ive been doing homework on and off all day.so now its time to get ready for the day.

Friday, August 3, 2007

after effects

i have it and i havent used it yet but i will.i cant wait to get a good reason to use it.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

ITS IN!!!!!

im now a proud mac owner!!!

i love it!!!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

its been ages

so its been forever since ive had a post.well im now out of school.yay class of 007.i enrolled in college so thats good.i just bought my mac so that is very good.ive been working like 40 hours a week and for me thats a lot.it sucks there tho.but hey it helped me with my mac.i was gonna buy it a couple weeks ago but then bought coley a ring for our 1 year/grad present.she liked it so it was well worth dropping a bunch of money on it.lol.but yes its time to keep the blog up to date now.starting today!!!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

night school is over and its going good so far


well night is all over and im so glad.i have a life now.and im ordering a new camera. a nikon d40.im so pumped.i cant wait to get it.im really hoping it will be here by thursday that way i can use it for my TEC certification.im ordering a new lens and extra battery and 2 2gig SD cards.ill be set.YAY!!!!!!!!!! i passed night school with a B in my math class and im not sure what in my english class.i know i passed tho.so thats all good.which means ill be graduating on time like normal.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

night school is almost done!!!!!

so this is my last week of night school and im super pumped.i cant wait to get out.i got one more class.YAY.once im out i should have a more exciting life.yesterday i went and saw coley at her track meet.i didnt get to see her race tho.it was upsetting.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

PROM!!!!








last night was coleys prom.i had so much fun.we went to eat at a place called Bahama Breeze.we rode in a lincoln limo down there and it had rims.we were straight BALLIN!!!!there was somthing like 17 people in our group.a lot of them i didnt know.lol.i bought coleys mom flowers to say thank you for letting me take coley to prom.she liked from what i could tell.lol.so yea my grandpa took pictures of us.once we got to the restaurant we had to wait for some reason.they said they werent ready for us.we had reservations for 5:30 but still.i had a salad that way i wouldnt spill anything on me.it was sooo good tho and it was big.coley got BBQ chicken.it looked good.so when we left we thought we were gonna be late for prom.you had to be in the doors by 9.so got there at like 8:30ish. good thing.im happy i went.i had fun.coley looked amazing!!!!we both did.i had to shave and take out my ear rings.lol.but i gotta leave my lip ring in.dont make much sense to me.after prom we went back to coleys house to change into regular clothes.then we headed out to her friends house for a bon-fire. it was only me,coley,kelly,and Janelle house. but still we just kinda hung out around a fire and talked.i got home around 3.come to find out i had to sleep on the couch which i hated.my grandparents had my parents bed and my parents had mine.so i got stuck with the couch.and i had to leave the light on.i was pissed.i couldnt sleep.then i got woken up early because people were watching TV.like gee thanks.o well tho.its too late now.but yea last night was fun!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 27, 2007

not much has been going on...

so i havent updated in quite awhile so here it goes.lately ive been working with my dad cleaning shelfs in a factory.i see coley on weekends which realy blows.im so pumped that this school year is almost over.i cant wait to move onto bigger and better things.hopefully soon.

coleys prom is this weekend and im super pumped.this is the frst time im going to a formal dance.i went and bought a itilian silk suit.ill be looking fly for a white guy.so basically that is all.nothing to exciting thats mainly why i havent blogged lately.i got to school way to much to do anything exciting worth writing about.

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

good news!!!!

I GOT A 80 ON MY MID-TERM!!!!yes thats right i took my mid-term for night school today and i got a 80.i think thats good.i got a C+ for the grade so far which i think is also good.im proud.so i was talking to my friend megan and we got this sweet idea to make a short film.its gonna be fun.the story line isnt all figured out yet but im sure it will be interesting.so thats gonna be fun when that starts.who knows maybe we will even give updates as the production begins so people can stat up to date with it.it will be a good test to use what we have learn so far in our amazing TEC class.with sound and lighting which is gonna be kinda hard but we can work around that.and also putting the test of video production and directing.i thought of the idea of actually getting local actors and actresses to act.it will be a good portfolio piece for us all.wow this is gonna be fun tho.

Monday, April 2, 2007

coley is starting a blog!!!!

my girlfriend is going to start a blog too.im so pumped.yay coley!!!!!!!

my hair has been cut

i cut my hair!!!!i really like it but i do miss my old hair.this has been my first major haircut in a long time.it feel funny because im not used to short hair.thank you to everyone who likes it.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

fun day!

today was a fun day..so i wake up and went to coleys house and she laughed at me soooo much.it looked really bad.lol.she got all pretty looking and then we raced to my house ( wait that was yesterday but i hate using the backspace key).she won and i even sped.i have no idea how thats really weird.watch her really have like a james bond car with like jets on it.lol.so me and my family were all joking about my hair and how to fix it.there wasnt much good hair left.we went to the mall with my mom and dad to get me a suit.i got one it i look fly in it.its for coleys prom.i rented the shirt and vest and shoes tho.im not sure why.i bought the suit but have nothing of my own to wear with it.o well.so then some other stuff happend but i cant say what because if certain people i know read this before tomorrow it could ruin the surprise,so read a update tomorrow.lol.jimmys ice cream was giving away custards to day and they were so good,free ice cream.me and coley roller bladed there.it was a overall good day except i feel naked...

Thursday, March 29, 2007

I HATE NIGHT SCHOOL SOOOOOO MUCH NOW!!!!

so i found out today that i cant go on my TEC class field trip to chicago!!! i got night school that day and its a final exam.if i dont go to it then i dont graduate.this sucks.we were gonna go check out colleges and now i cant go.i asked my night school teacher if i could take the exam a different day and she said no.how stupid.a kid want to go check out colleges and the school says no.wow.im soooo pissed.i was looking forward to it so bad.i love that city.its so cool.i think i might ask JH if i can take the train there after night schhol gets out.i would get there really late tho which blows.im still gonna raise money because they are my friends and i wanna help them out.just because i cant go dont mean they shouldnt go.we are a class,a very tight class.we go to football games together and filmshoots, and talk and read each others blogs.lol.so im gonna help and do what i can to make sure they can go.ughhhh tho is sucks because i wish i could.

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

past couple of days

so life has been kinda boring lately.yesterday was the TEC open house and that was fun.i didnt go to school just so i could stay at tec all day.wow that class is way different then the AM class.i was working on our video all day and when it came time to export it wouldnt.it made me so mad.it still hasnt.i bought 9 bucks worth of scratch off tickets and i won 4 bucks.but thats all i won.it kinda sucked.i think its tome to stop buying them.ill take the advice of on-lookers and listen.lol.coley visited me at the open house and that was nice to see her, but it always is.i tired getting people to join DMT which is our TEC class.i think we got a couple people.who knows.so after that i went to coleys house and just chilled and relaxed.i actually feel asleep on her shoulder and her on mine.it was soooo cute.then today marine city wasnt at TEC and that half my class but then again we only have 4 people. 2 from PH and 2 from MC.so me and kristen gotta see mrs.holladays camera.its sweet.if i had money i would buy one.she asked if i wanted to go on a video shoot with her and i said yes.all day today i have been wearing a marysville varsity jacket.thats kinda funny because PH and marysville got into a huge fight like last week.i thought i was gonna get beat up but i didnt.which is a good thing. after school i was driving home and almost got into a car accident.because marzette came running up to the passenger window just as i was pulling out into the road.i was like half way out.she gets outta school like 10 minutes before me and there was no reason she wasnt at the car.so when i pulled out into the road there was a car there that i didnt see.i almost hit the side of it.that would of been bad.real bad.i waited for coley to come over then we went and met mrs.holladay at pine groove park to shoot video of ice.yes ice.lol it was interesting tho.after we were done there me and coley came back to my house and played a long game of mario party.that is always a fun game.its prolly my favorite.the past couple of days hasnt been to exciting.there were a few high points i think but who knows.

Thursday, March 1, 2007

lafayette building exploreing trip.


last night was such a fun night.i went to detroit with john and chris.we went to explore the lafayette building.it started off kinda scary.we were walking around detroit looking for new buildings.we found a old arcade but didnt get in.a old lady bum was talking to us and to tell you the truth i dont know anything she said except "ill crawl up your asshole",thats all i remember her saying.she was crazy tho.talking about how she isnt afraid to kill anyone.that was nuts.but anyway we were in a back alley with her so she could show us how to get in.until some cops came rolling up.she started yelling at them and swearing and what not.the cops were asking what me,john and chris we all doing.when we told him trying to take pictures he told us we were in the wrong neighborhood.so we decide not to get in that one.we werent even a block away when we had our second encounter with a bum.he walked up to us like he knew us talking about skateboarding and what not.he told his friends that we were cool and he was gonna take care of us then winked at them.when i say that wink its was scary.i thought they were gonna like jump us.even tho we were prepared with "stuff".i swear that bum walked us around for what seemed like forever.showing us different bars and stuff like that.then he started talking about how he was on a crack binch.i was like wow.he also told us how he just got caught with a B&E (break and entering).and that he has been to prison before.he wanted us to meet some friend of his that was supposed to be a music producer.yea i doubt it.bums dont have friends like that.he walked us to this like crappy building and was like just come in here.as soon as he walked in we took off running.we knew what was up.this guy was planning on getting money from us somehow and it probably wasnt gonna be a nice way.we then went out to eat and the first bum walked by and say us.that wasnt good because we told her we had no money.lol.o well.after we ate our coney burgers we got into the lafayette.its such a sweet building.14 floors later we were standing on the roof watching the building across the street get torn down by a wreaking ball.it was so fun.unfortunately my camera battery died so i have no pics.after hanging out on the roof for a while we decided to go back down.we checked every floor and found some cool stuff.it was a fun time.i just wish my camera had been working.im looking forward to going back.but this time the camera will be charged and maybe even the video camera.its such a sweet time.ive only been in 2 buildings but ive had the time of my life and i dont wanna stop now.its nice to see history kinda frozen in time.but at the same time it sint.you can tell the building is ageing but the design of them and the art you see is amazing.im just trying to figure out the next one im going to.it will be a adventure.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

i found out bad news.

i found out today that a friend of mine johns mom was in a major car accident sunday.she was driving home from visisting john who is in the army.she was in new york and was hit by a semi.she had really bad back problems before and she has to have a mri tomorrow.i really hope she is ok.ao know her son is home for a little bit.hes not sure how long tho.it really sucks.today was gonna be a good day.then i heard that and it has been on my mind all day.me and coley went to the movies and saw the number 23 which is a awesome movie.go see it!!!we come back to my house and decided to play a board game.wow she always wins.its fun tho.now im just sitting in bed and i need to do homework but keep wanting to put it off.i signed up for night school yesterday.its march 12 to may 10th.im only aloud to miss 2 days.that blows because i leave for chicago may 10th so thats one day i gotta miss and coleys birthday is may 1st.this puts me in a really hard spot.if i miss school to hang out with coley on he birthday then i can only miss one more day.and if something happens between then and may 10th then i couldnt go to chicago.i feel superbad because i wanna see coley on her birthday.i mean who wouldnt want to see their girlfriend on her birthday.it just sucks.why couldnt i of done things right the first time?

Thursday, February 22, 2007

friends

i was kinda thinking about friends and myself today.like i dont have a job,a car,or anything like that.i basically dont have much going for me.the only thing is free college and a wonderful girlfriend.i have a wonderful girlfriend and i have some nice friends too.but a lot of them i dont keep in touch with anymore.its kinda sad.like i used to always people over hanging out and stuff like that.now i mean like i dont talk to a lot of them.some are in college and other in the service.i was just thinking why i left myself do that.i feel like a jerk in a way.we used to always do something whether be party,hang out,be bored,bowl,anything like that.but ever since 10th grade.i see some of them around and say hi but we never make plans.the only person i ever do anything with anymore is coley and shawn and travis and sometimes steve.theose 4 right there are the ones im with the most.i used to be with john the most but hes in the army now doing something so great.hes protecting our freedoms.and i thank him so much for that.hes a great friend of mine and ill have his back til the day i die.if anything were to ever happen to him it would crush me.but as for steve and shawn.lol.wow the thing i have to say about that is TREATS!!!!!!! those 2 are so funny.steve can be so deep.he is one of the most honest people i know.he tells it like it is.i havent known him too long.but its kinda funny because we used to not like each other.travis is the guy to go to to talk to about feelings.hes a kick ass guy (girls hes single too!!!,lol).he knows how to have fun with illegal events going down.shawn knows his business.its fun to listen to him talk about the government and corporate america.he seems to know a lot about it well that and the music world.coley.wow how amazing can a person get.i cant even describe her.for the people that have meet her they know how i feel.i love her to death and she means the world and more to me.well its kinda late and i want to sleep.good night.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

today was a sweet day

so yea tec was great like always.i finished up lesson 6 in our CIW training books.its html coding and all that good jazz.then once i got back to regular school i decides i was gonna go home so my wonderful mom called me out.a good friend of mine teddy left too.we went to his house and played stupid computer games.lol.and yes they were dumb.there where so retarded its not even funny.so then we made a sweet picture.its of a fat guy with tattoos.we used photoshop to make it.its great looking.like its not that good but its funny and thats what counts.i had to go back to tec today to work on t-shirt design that we are gonna sell for a fund raiser for our chicago field trip.i cant wait for that trip.coley went with me.shes such a great girlfriend.she helped me with idea and the shirt looks wonderful.after working on the shirt designs.all of us left.all of us includes coley,jh,megan an me. we all went to starbucks,yay starbucks!!!!!i ended buying 3 scratch and win lotto tickets.and no i didnt win.it was disappointing.one of the workers went and bought some and she stole my winning ticket.but it was a friend so its ok.lol.when me and coley left there we went to her house to spend some nice time together.being all cute.lol.actually we got into a water fight and ran around the house with water.it was great.lol.so overall today has been a great day.if anything else happens that worth blogging then ill give a update but its already 9 and i have homework to do.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

my first blog!!!!

so today has been the most boring day EVER!!!i was supposed to go on a adventure with a couple friends to bad axe,michigan but i slept in until 2:30.so that didnt happen.im still laying in bed and its 7 oclock.ive done nothing all day.but hey its mid-winter break and im aloud to do nothing,right?oh well tomorrow is school and im kinda looking forward to it.im not sure why but its something to do.lets see if i can keep this blog going.ive had a journal space before but that didnt last too long.oh well its something to do for now.