YAY NO HOMEWORK

this is my first time so far in college not having homework.so im super pumped.im suppose to be designing a layout for my friend teddys myspace but i just havent gotten around to it yet.i have ideas but nothing solid yet.but i have been keeping up on the blogs.im getting in the habit of it.go me.

trip to flint

me and coley went to flint yesterday to go to the art muesum there.it was sooo much fun.i really enjoyed it.it was her suprise.me and her take each other on suprise dates for fun.and most of the time they are not around here.lol.we left in the morning and had a nice easy drive there.got there and it was actually free on saturdays.i tricked and told her we were going to franknmuth.we got coffee in the morning and had nice talks.on the way back we stopped by and saw mrs.holladay.she bought us coffee which was super nice.once we got back in port huron we went to cilies for some good food.it was a wonderful day all day.when we got back to my house her and my sisters boyfriend dan and my family all decided to play triple E.its a sweet card game.my dad won but coley was doing very good.im so proud of her.

yesterday

so yesterday was Dillons funeral.it was hard but i think i did good.coley went with me and made me feel a lot better.the recession was sooo long.i know that he is in a good place even if it was a sin what he did.i know hes in good hands.he lived a good life.yesterdat after all that i just kinda felt down.i hung out with coley and just relaxed and talked about it al.last night i hung out with max and jwilly.lol.wow what a night.we order pizza to a gay guy in las vegas who was waiting or people to come over to have fun with.lol.we were on craigslist calling all these weird people asking about cars and telling them we killed their cat they are missing.it was a lot of fun even if it was kinda wrong.lol.we got stopped by the police in st.clair for walking.yes just walking.they thought we were coming from a bar.lol i wish....if i was 21.lol.but yea last night was a lot better.im glad it was a lot of fun.

such a hard day

today was dillon viewing and it was the hardest thing ever.as soon as i saw him there it finally hit me.hes gone.everyone was crying and hugging. i smoked cigerettes for the first time in a while.he layed there so peacefuly and had a smile like always but this time it wasnt because he was making a joke or something was funny.out in the parking lot all of us gathered and remembered him.we played the song the sky is the limit by lil wayne and it really hit the spot.his friends werent dresses but instead flat brim hats and dresses like always.it was like we were at a show but not fun.he had brass knucks laying next to him which i thought was hard.people were leaving hats and things for him.as i write this now i still have tears.its so hard.ONLY 17!!!!this shit isnt supose to happen.every time i walked up there i couldnt help but cry.seeing him like that.when i swa my great uncle it wasnt even this bad.seeing all the faces i havent seen in a while and now seeing them but with red faces and tears.thats now the way i want to see them.dillon wouldnt of wanted that.he would want us to be happy and smiles like always.the funeral is this thursday and that is gonna be the worst pain ever.i cant handle that.there is talk about us all placing graffiti stickers with our tags and notes so he can take them wiht him.i dont know if they go on his "bed" or in his "bed" i guess i find out in a lillte bit.but i know hes looking down on all of us.hes with us and hes still smiling.this is gonna be hard time for everyone.when i was in the back huging with friends i could here moans of pain and sorrow from people and it just made me cry more.but we gotta stay tough for him.he still has our back and we still have his.hes not gone because we still have memories of him.

DILLON LEIF ULMER
JUNE 6,1990- SEPTEMBER 9,2007

STAY TOUGH "D"

i hope things get better

today was so hard to get through.the day seemed so long.during my math class i left because i couldnt handle it.i had to walk around and try to relax.coleys mom gave me a big hug to comfort me.its not easy to lose a friend like that.it makes me sad that i didnt hang out with him more.i just worked and hung out with coley.i need to start seeing all my friends again.you never know what might happen or to who.its a real eye opener.so to my friends that read this i love you guys.everyone who has helped me in anyway possible thank you.i spent the entire day bumed out of my mind.but how is someone suppose to think when that happens.the only good thing about today was seeing coley when i woke up with coffee and she gave me a hug hug.lasty night i drove to her house balling my eyes out.yes i cry so what.she comforted me so much.i know that hes in a better place.he has to be.hes dylan.another good thing was i got a new camera bag.its cool looking and big.it holds both my camera and all my lenses and other objects.now im waiting for my new lense to come in and then save to order my new flash.i hope tomorrow will be a better day.

RIP DILLON ULMER

He was a good kid. Always happy and out going. Never gave up. Was always there for a friend. Had their back no matter what. Loved his friends.He will be greatly missed.Rest In Peace Bro.

college

so college started last week and its going alright.im not used to so much work tho.i wish i would worked harder in high school.i just got a skype account and that thing is sweet.i can make unlimited calls for $9 for 3 months.how sweet is that.its almost like a cell phone but not as sweet.i saw the new ipods today and i want one of each soooo bad.160 gigs of pure ipodness.its amazing how far they have came in the technology.that new ipod touch is the best tho.wifi on a mp3 player.you cant even call them music players anymore its like a computer but only 3.5 inches.i went and visited JH the other day.it was her bday so i took her coffee from starbucks.she is my favorite teacher of all time.she really has changed my life.thats a good person right there.well its 6:30 pm and im still in my PJs.i know its sad but ive been doing homework on and off all day.so now its time to get ready for the day.