i found out bad news.

i found out today that a friend of mine johns mom was in a major car accident sunday.she was driving home from visisting john who is in the army.she was in new york and was hit by a semi.she had really bad back problems before and she has to have a mri tomorrow.i really hope she is ok.ao know her son is home for a little bit.hes not sure how long tho.it really sucks.today was gonna be a good day.then i heard that and it has been on my mind all day.me and coley went to the movies and saw the number 23 which is a awesome movie.go see it!!!we come back to my house and decided to play a board game.wow she always wins.its fun tho.now im just sitting in bed and i need to do homework but keep wanting to put it off.i signed up for night school yesterday.its march 12 to may 10th.im only aloud to miss 2 days.that blows because i leave for chicago may 10th so thats one day i gotta miss and coleys birthday is may 1st.this puts me in a really hard spot.if i miss school to hang out with coley on he birthday then i can only miss one more day.and if something happens between then and may 10th then i couldnt go to chicago.i feel superbad because i wanna see coley on her birthday.i mean who wouldnt want to see their girlfriend on her birthday.it just sucks.why couldnt i of done things right the first time?

friends

i was kinda thinking about friends and myself today.like i dont have a job,a car,or anything like that.i basically dont have much going for me.the only thing is free college and a wonderful girlfriend.i have a wonderful girlfriend and i have some nice friends too.but a lot of them i dont keep in touch with anymore.its kinda sad.like i used to always people over hanging out and stuff like that.now i mean like i dont talk to a lot of them.some are in college and other in the service.i was just thinking why i left myself do that.i feel like a jerk in a way.we used to always do something whether be party,hang out,be bored,bowl,anything like that.but ever since 10th grade.i see some of them around and say hi but we never make plans.the only person i ever do anything with anymore is coley and shawn and travis and sometimes steve.theose 4 right there are the ones im with the most.i used to be with john the most but hes in the army now doing something so great.hes protecting our freedoms.and i thank him so much for that.hes a great friend of mine and ill have his back til the day i die.if anything were to ever happen to him it would crush me.but as for steve and shawn.lol.wow the thing i have to say about that is TREATS!!!!!!! those 2 are so funny.steve can be so deep.he is one of the most honest people i know.he tells it like it is.i havent known him too long.but its kinda funny because we used to not like each other.travis is the guy to go to to talk to about feelings.hes a kick ass guy (girls hes single too!!!,lol).he knows how to have fun with illegal events going down.shawn knows his business.its fun to listen to him talk about the government and corporate america.he seems to know a lot about it well that and the music world.coley.wow how amazing can a person get.i cant even describe her.for the people that have meet her they know how i feel.i love her to death and she means the world and more to me.well its kinda late and i want to sleep.good night.

today was a sweet day

so yea tec was great like always.i finished up lesson 6 in our CIW training books.its html coding and all that good jazz.then once i got back to regular school i decides i was gonna go home so my wonderful mom called me out.a good friend of mine teddy left too.we went to his house and played stupid computer games.lol.and yes they were dumb.there where so retarded its not even funny.so then we made a sweet picture.its of a fat guy with tattoos.we used photoshop to make it.its great looking.like its not that good but its funny and thats what counts.i had to go back to tec today to work on t-shirt design that we are gonna sell for a fund raiser for our chicago field trip.i cant wait for that trip.coley went with me.shes such a great girlfriend.she helped me with idea and the shirt looks wonderful.after working on the shirt designs.all of us left.all of us includes coley,jh,megan an me. we all went to starbucks,yay starbucks!!!!!i ended buying 3 scratch and win lotto tickets.and no i didnt win.it was disappointing.one of the workers went and bought some and she stole my winning ticket.but it was a friend so its ok.lol.when me and coley left there we went to her house to spend some nice time together.being all cute.lol.actually we got into a water fight and ran around the house with water.it was great.lol.so overall today has been a great day.if anything else happens that worth blogging then ill give a update but its already 9 and i have homework to do.

my first blog!!!!

so today has been the most boring day EVER!!!i was supposed to go on a adventure with a couple friends to bad axe,michigan but i slept in until 2:30.so that didnt happen.im still laying in bed and its 7 oclock.ive done nothing all day.but hey its mid-winter break and im aloud to do nothing,right?oh well tomorrow is school and im kinda looking forward to it.im not sure why but its something to do.lets see if i can keep this blog going.ive had a journal space before but that didnt last too long.oh well its something to do for now.