friends

i was kinda thinking about friends and myself today.like i dont have a job,a car,or anything like that.i basically dont have much going for me.the only thing is free college and a wonderful girlfriend.i have a wonderful girlfriend and i have some nice friends too.but a lot of them i dont keep in touch with anymore.its kinda sad.like i used to always people over hanging out and stuff like that.now i mean like i dont talk to a lot of them.some are in college and other in the service.i was just thinking why i left myself do that.i feel like a jerk in a way.we used to always do something whether be party,hang out,be bored,bowl,anything like that.but ever since 10th grade.i see some of them around and say hi but we never make plans.the only person i ever do anything with anymore is coley and shawn and travis and sometimes steve.theose 4 right there are the ones im with the most.i used to be with john the most but hes in the army now doing something so great.hes protecting our freedoms.and i thank him so much for that.hes a great friend of mine and ill have his back til the day i die.if anything were to ever happen to him it would crush me.but as for steve and shawn.lol.wow the thing i have to say about that is TREATS!!!!!!! those 2 are so funny.steve can be so deep.he is one of the most honest people i know.he tells it like it is.i havent known him too long.but its kinda funny because we used to not like each other.travis is the guy to go to to talk to about feelings.hes a kick ass guy (girls hes single too!!!,lol).he knows how to have fun with illegal events going down.shawn knows his business.its fun to listen to him talk about the government and corporate america.he seems to know a lot about it well that and the music world.coley.wow how amazing can a person get.i cant even describe her.for the people that have meet her they know how i feel.i love her to death and she means the world and more to me.well its kinda late and i want to sleep.good night.